I cannot stop drinking.
Every day. 1 in the afternoon at work. Two in the evening when I get home.
Try and stop me from finishing a case.
I guess you could say it's all caffeine that's the problem.
Because my coffee intake has increased as well.
Most people do it though, right?
Replace alcohol with something else?
I knew not to bring cigarettes back.
And blow and weed couldn't become the new habit.
What harm is a little caffeine and splenda?
OK, a lot.
And the harm is that I am still seeking a change. A distraction.
I come down and need more.
I get sleepy on the drive home.
I feel sad when the case is empty in the pantry.
Maybe the solution is gum.
Sure, I can be the annoying chick chomping all day long.
But at least I won't be drunk and isn't that the most important part?
Someday I'll figure out how to wean off caffeine.
A little bit.