I am an emotional person. Yes.
Although crying usually occurs during extremely sad times or PMS. Not much else.
Until I found God.
Now I find myself tearing up All.The.Time.
Out of joy.
Thinking about the beauty of this world makes me emotional.
Birds, colorful flowers, crashing waves. All so extraordinary and perfect.
Crying over answered prayers.
About blessings in my life.
About the kindness in people.
The mercy He shows me when I mess up.
I can cry out of fear.
Fear of His power.
Fear of my husband not finding Salvation. Fear of my friends not finding eternity with Him.
Fear they will run out of time.
Just talking to Him and the intensity I feel from the conversation can make my eyes fill up.
Thinking of the love He has for me. For my family. For my friends. Whether they know it or not.
Any day of the month. I can now cry.
And it feels good.
Psalm 121
1 I lift up my eyes to the hills—
where does my help come from?
2 My help comes from the LORD,
the Maker of heaven and earth.
3 He will not let your foot slip—
he who watches over you will not slumber;
4 indeed, he who watches over Israel
will neither slumber nor sleep.
5 The LORD watches over you—
the LORD is your shade at your right hand;
6 the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.
7 The LORD will keep you from all harm—
he will watch over your life;
8 the LORD will watch over your coming and going
both now and forevermore.