You have been through so much. You have endured more hardship than most. You have cried out to the Lord for rescuing, and I pray this opportunity is what God has planned for you, to get you well. To begin your healing. I know your heart hurts. Your leg hurts. And you cry out for a better life for you and your daughter. The Lord loves you, and wants to protect your family, His children.
Hang in there, Annabelle, He is working a miracle in your life. I will miss you terribly when you move to Australia next week, but I'm praying that a new life awaits you there and you and your daughter can find the happiness and joy you so desperately deserve.
It broke my heart when you said last night that you feel like a failure because you aren't sure what God's Will is for you. And oh my love, that is so every one of us, that is because we are human, and that is why we need Jesus. We need our Saviour to rescue us. Keep looking up towards Him.
Those who know your name trust in you, for you, LORD, have never forsaken those who seek you. ~Psalm 9:10
For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.