Sunday, November 27, 2011

pink


From where I sat, I could see her bright pink windbreaker jacket resting over her frail, hunched-over shoulders. Her hair was white and thinning in some spots, and her size was that of a 12 year old girl, not much more of a grown woman anymore.

When we all stood up to worship, I could see all of her more clearly. Bright pink tennis shoes, bright pink walking cane, bright pink satchel and of course, a bright pink bible cover. Oh, was she cute.

And when the music started and the lyrics came across the screen, she lifted her hands to the heavens and sang glory to our God.

It was a beautiful sight. From an old lady with a lot of style.

Saturday, November 26, 2011

scavenger hunt sunday





waiting
(taken with the iPhone)


foliage
(taken with the iPhone)

candid

knife, fork or spoon
who let that 4 year old have a knife?

rule of thirds


Monday, November 21, 2011

Art

I get home a few minutes early from work and decide to take the dog for a walk, because it is still a bearable temperature at the moment and I know if I wait until the kids go to bed it will be dark and chilly. I haven't been very motivated to get moving these days, but for some reason today it feels better to get out of the house for my extra half hour than it does to be tempted by sweets in the Halloween baskets still sitting on the dining room table, so we go.


And the second our feet hit the pavement it feels good. The crisp air, the warm muscles, the motivation. It feels so nice to have 30 minutes to myself, where I can really breathe in the Goodness. The hues of orange, red, yellow and brown that seem to dangle from the branches and float down to cover our sidewalks and streets in autumn glory.


I wonder how it is that I am so lucky to see all of these colors, on an impromptu walk around the neighborhood. But just like so many times throughout my day, the colors jump out at me from the canvases of Art provided for my viewing...the drive through the canyon of gorgeous pine trees, the purple and pink sunrises and red and orange sunsets from the top of the canyon, the misty shore and powerful, crashing waves two minutes from my office. It all calls for my attention, each and every day. Always looking more glorious than the day before. How is that possible?

I wonder every day how I can somehow pull over on my one lane highway with no turnouts to capture this amazing view with my camera, but something in me is at peace when I cannot, because I know tomorrow will hold as much, if not more, beauty.


Sunday, November 20, 2011

scavenger hunt sunday




This Sunday's indoor scavenger hunt took a little more thinking on my part, 
since it was pouring rain and I didn't want to leave the 
warmth and comfort of my home. But it was just as much fun as every other week!

mainly one color


I love how 4 year olds can get away with so much pink. 

around the home


Our neighbor works at Michaels and gave us a ton of scrapbooking scissors. 
I don't scrapbook, but my kids love the different scissor edges for their projects. 

reflection


I have put this to good use baking MANY cookies in the past 2 weeks. 

writing


Sunday school took a trip to Ethiopia today, and this was Avalon's passport. 
I love how her lower case "a" looks like a lollipop. 

water

This was the only time I went outside and it was for literally 12 seconds. 


Thursday, November 17, 2011

I am thankful~bigger picture

I am painfully aware of despair, sin and brokenness around me. It has been coming at me from several angles for quite some time now, surrounding my every move, and it is breaking me down. I have tried to help out where I can, I have tried to step in where I thought appropriate, and I have stood up for myself where I felt called to do so. But it doesn't take away the pit I feel deep down in my soul.


I want the suffering to see hope. I want the sick to heal. I want the sinners to do right. I want them to stop offending my God. I wish they could all turn to Jesus and find joy amongst their pain. Turn to Jesus and realize sin is hurtful to people. Turn to Jesus and find everlasting protection from an eternal Father.

With Him there is forgiveness.
With Him there is hope.
With Him there is mercy.

And while I wait for Him to tell me if He wants me to move in any one of their lives, minister in a different way, or give in a way a person needs, I sit here and pray to my Father, thanking Him for everything He has blessed me with.


a relationship with Him
my husband and children
my brothers and sisters in Christ
my supportive friends and family
my health, and the health of my family
my safe and comfortable home
the beautiful world God has put around me to enjoy


BiggerPictureMomentsThankful

I am so thankful I can count on my Father through every season of my life. What are you thankful for? Head over to Alita's and share your thoughts and read what others have to say. THANK YOU!

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Edit Me Challenge: Week 26

I noticed Alita, a blogger friend of mine, is hosting the Edit Me Challenge this week, so I thought I'd get off my butt and participate.

Here is the original photo:

And here is my edit:



I loved this photo from the moment I saw it, so I chose just to warm it up a little bit. I did that by adjusting the split toning in Lightroom and using the Golden Sun, warmer and vibrance presets.

Go check out the other entries...some awesome edits have been submitted...or submit your own!


Our tiny BIG Life

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Learning better ways to trick my kids

Crockpot steel-cut oatmeal cooked overnight, 
turned into a breakfast BOTH of my kids actually ate.

 
 

See: 
add good toppings to entice them.


Kid-worthy toppings required a trip to the supermarket, because we were fresh out of marshmallows and chocolate chips, but we did have blueberries, bananas, dried cranberries, honey, maple syrup and cinnamon-sugar.




And with the rain today, it was perfect to wake up to a warm bowl of oatmeal all ready for us! 
Have a nice weekend, everyone. 

Sunday, November 6, 2011

scavenger hunt sunday




1. food
Loudoun bought this plastic safe from the local arcade and ever since, his Halloween candy has been stored in there. Currently, it's holding sour skittles. I wish I could put all of the kids' candy in there, to keep it on lockdown (from me)!

2. purple


3. in disguise
It rained all morning here, so on my afternoon walk the sun tried to come out, but it was constantly hiding behind the gray clouds. 

4. shapes


Can you see the face in the middle? Now that I've spotted him, 
I can't take my eyes off the friendly old man.

5. photographer's choice(s)
I was bummed at first that the picture is blurry, 
but now I'm digging that it captured her puddle-jumping movement. 

Loudoun wouldn't let me take his picture while he was dancing (oh, he is the cutest dancer who inherited his daddy's dancing skillz), but when I showed him that I captured a screenshot of his Dance Central finish, he all of a sudden became interested in posting it on my blog. He wanted me to tell you all that he is a Rock Star Dancer. Yes, yes he is. 


Thursday, November 3, 2011

Halloween, you got me again

Three years in a row it's been.

Halloween as a sober mom.

The first 2 years were filled with extra guests at our house, extra cocktails being poured, and extra resentment and frustration in my mind as a result.

This year no extra guests were around, and still the sight of my husband pouring a cocktail for himself to celebrate the festive day got my blood boiling and my skin on fire. I snapped and criticized and picked on him throughout the evening, hiding behind the general excuse of the day being rushed and busy getting ready for trick-or-treating.

But the truth of the matter is, I still have alcoholism issues I took out on him. Issues I still need to deal with.

(The other truth, is that I have the most forgiving and amazing husband who accepts my failures and brokenness, time and time again. Who works through them with me and genuinely accepts my apology every time. Bless that man).

But I am well past 2 years of sobriety and don't have any cravings anymore, and alcoholism snuck it's way back into my life in a split-second in the form of resentment. Towards my own husband who was celebrating with his family. It snuck in and robbed me of the pure innocence that is

young kids excited to get their face painted
young kids running from door to door hoping for their baskets to be filled to the brim
families scouring through candy baskets searching for the perfect candy to enjoy before bedtime.

It robbed me of that, because my head was filled with distracting frustrations and resentments that weren't even warranted. Subconsciously I was fearing Halloween the third year in a row, and alcoholism won. AGAIN. It happened so quickly, I didn't even see it coming. In fact, it wasn't until I drove to work the next morning, and humbled myself to God asking for forgiveness for hurting my husband's feelings, that I was struck with the reality that this is an alcoholism issue I needed to work on. And come clean to my husband about.


I have been reminded once again that this disease never goes away. I can work at it and I can tame it, but it will always be there and I better have support on my side to get through it all. Luckily, I do.

Halloween 2012, I'm ready for you!!




This post (especially the red & blue colored sections above) is a contribution to 
Bigger Picture Blogs I am Thankful November Series. 
What are you thankful for in your life? Head over to Lenae's site to 
submit your entry or read the entries of other thankful contributors.

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

November Simple Swap: Coconut Oil



We all want to live healthier, more intentional lives, but sometimes it seems overwhelming and daunting to take even small steps toward our ideals because there are so many steps before us.

Simple Swaps was created by Hyacynth out of a desire and passion to encourage other women on journeys toward living healthier, more inspired, intentional lifestyles through implementing one simple swap per month. 



Each swap will:
1. Take 30 minutes or less to accomplish
2. Be inexpensive to implement or boast overall, long-haul {health} savings 

3. Focus on improving health/eco-friendliness, being good stewards of our resources and/or fostering a creative and intentional life.
Some weeks, all three will be accomplished in 30 minutes or less!


Make sure to head over to Hy's place to see her Simple Swap this week. She always has awesome ideas and final results, and this week will be no exception! 

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Recently, Hyacynth posted about a yummy apple pie oatmeal crock pot recipe that I just had to try. It had a lot of alternative ingredients in it, like coconut oil instead of butter, almond meal instead of white flour, etc. I had none of these ingredients in stock, because you know, I typically make instant oatmeal. But something in me has changed lately, and I've been more interested in putting healthy ingredients into my family's bellies (especially my 4 year old picky eater). So I went out to our local health food store and stocked up on everything I needed. 

The oatmeal turned out great, so I wanted to see what else I could make with the alternative ingredients. My first swap: COCONUT OIL. Did you know wherever you use butter, you can use virgin coconut oil? It's healthier (<---find out why here), and adds a great mild coconut flavor. I decided to bake cookies, with chocolate chips and butterscotch chips.

 Let's be honest, in addition to the unsalted butter I would have used,  I had to include margarine 
in this pic, because that's usually what I have on hand. 

Whole Foods had plenty of these to pick from (different brands, different cooking temperatures, etc).
Please read to the end of this post for our coconut oil giveaway courtesy of Nutiva.  

I was pleasantly surprised at how similar the entire recipe was, except the swapped-out butter.
I had everything else in the cupboard. 

The batter was the same...oh, and yummy. Although, don't tell my husband I tasted it, 
he gets mad when I eat raw eggs. 



My cookies never rise, like EVER, So, don't let this picture fool you...the cookies were delicious! They had a hint of coconut flavor to them (of course), which almost made them taste like I made them on a tropical island. My family gobbled them up, and they were none the wiser that I made the swap. They also didn't know I swapped out some of the flour for almond meal, and threw in some flax seed. 
HA, I'm tricky. 

So are you ready to join our monthly swap and try coconut oil in a really simple way? Grab your camera, take some pictures of your swap, write about your experience and then link up.

This week's giveaway is sponsored by Nutiva, who offers hemp, coconut and chia superfoods.
Their foods are offered at more than 4,000 stores throughout North America and the UK 
(including Whole Foods) and online at the Nutiva Store

Someone who links up will win a free jar of Nutiva coconut oil. How awesome is that?!?!
{No purchase necessary. Giveaway is open to all U.S. residents who are 18 years and older. 
The winner will be selected randomly December 1, 2011 from the link up pool.}